mood-just ok...

mata-buruk...(sblm2 ni pon mmg tak bape nk canteks pon)

duit ciput...tp terasa nk lari pegi melancong sambil mkn eskrem sorg2....huh....

Auntie Vogue


ni 1st anak sedara yg aku ade dlm idup aku...hihihi..org lain da lama dpt anak sedara,aku br je nk merasa jd auntie vogue...(vogue itu,aku tambah sendri bsesuaian dgn keadaan semasa...:p )... cute,tembam,chumel...semua anugerah dpt kat dia....maybe sbb dlm family,da lama takde baby kot...adik aku yg paling bongsu pon,dh darjah 4 dh...takde nk cute2 lg dh....untung la dia,jadik cucu sulung...seme org nk cuit2....baby girl ni,abg aku letak nam Tg Fatin Alisya....da la nama papa dia pon pjg...jenuh la nnt dia nk isi borang ms nk exam....well,anak 1st,idea melimpah ruah nk kasi nama....biarlah....dia tgh sonok dpt anak tu...:D

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Merajuk...or rajuk...kalo rujuk kamus,dpt 2 makna...sulk -more kpd silent protest, bicker-merujuk pd bad-tempered quarrel....ade lg makna2 lain...tp yang ni,lbh suka aku kuarkan....to pakar2 bahasa,kalao salah,tlg betulkan yea....aku lbh prefer kategori silent protest....much better drpd merajuk dgn mengamuk tak tentu pasal....marah2....dan segala kategori yg ble menaikkan darah tinggi....

kdg2 diam,utk pujuk hati sendri (bile tidak dipedulikan/dipujuk)....protest secara diam utk menukarkan fikiran negatif kpd positif....sbb bile difikirkan,kalau kite marah bile merajuk atau marah utk apa skalipun,otak kite tak dpt bfikir dgn baik...kata2 yg keluar dr mulut yg blidah lembut ni,bisa membuatkan org lagi sakit hati pada kite...kdg2 tanpa niat,semua isi hati perut prasaan semua terluah bila kita marah...tp bile diam,ia betul2 menyakitkan hati jugak sbb pihak lagi satu tak tau ape yg blaku....hurm...

aku?silent protest kot....aku slalu buat org marah bile aku diam...i didnt mean to....mmm....aku ble marah2 bagi pihak org lain...tp bile diri aku sendri marah,aku diam jek...bukan aku pendam,tp aku tamau pjgkan cerita...aku cuba take time utk fikir positif....kalau aku bsuara,aku akan nangis nnt..sbb aku ni penyedih orgnye (w/pon luaran cm ganas..huhu..)mungkin tu kekurangan aku yg sgt tak best la...kdg2,aku harap aku ble kuarkan semua bende dan share dgn org....i wish i could....aku pon penah janji nk jd cmtu....tp,ade sesuatu menghalang kot...dh mdidik diri sendri supaya bdikari dgn masalah sendiri selama 25 thn setengah,bukan snang nk ubah dlm sekelip mata...sometimes aku rs,satu ms,org akan fedup dgn prangai ni....should i change to bicker???

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byk mbebel arini...cm mak nenek....mengadu pada yg sudi je....blog la...:)

siapa...sebenarnya aku padamu...mungkin sama dgn teman lain..yg bisa kau buat begitu....

Diambil dr blog sape nth...lupa...
but so sweet...rasenye,semua wanita mau lelaki begini...(betul kah???)kalo tamau,aku mau...mauuu...hikss...bukan mau lelaki lain..tp mau awk jd begitu...:)


I’m the guy who will text you
every single morning and tell you good morning,
and every single night to tell
you sweet dreams.

I’m the guy who will hold you when
you’re crying and wipe away your tears.

I’m the guy who still thinks you’re
beautiful with no make-up on, wearing
your most torn up jeans and a plain tee-shirt
I’ m the guy who won’t pressure you
to do things that you don’t want to do.

I’ m the guy who kisses you on the forehead;
it doesn’t always have to be
on the mouth.

I’m the guy who doesn’t kiss and tell.

I’m the guy who actually listens to you
when you talk.

I’m the guy who’s waited all day
because I’m looking forward to our date
that night.

I’m the guy who is content to just be
able to hold you and wants nothing
more.

I’m the guy who can’t help but smile
when you walk into the room.

I’m the guy who’s perfectly content
with staying in and watching movies and
cuddling.

I’m the guy who won’t lie to you about
where he’s going
I’m the guy who gets butterflies when
he hears your name.

I’m the guy who’s not afraid to tell
his friends he loves you.

I’m the guy who doesn’t mess with other
girls when I have you; you’re the only
one that I need.

I’m the guy who doesn’t care about your
imperfection s, and loves you more for
them; who wants a perfect girl? that’s
just boring.

I’m the guy who will hold you while we
watch the sunset.

I’M THE GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TO MAKE
YOU
THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD.

I AM THIS GUY.. one of many..

who always
end s up losing her to the jerks who
wil treat her like crap and are so
concerned about getting some.