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Minggu ni,minggu yang agak mengah...huh...rase cm tak smpt nk bnafas pon ade...nk kate busy,sket2 je...tp asyik kuar kot,tu yg kurg rest....

Isnin, bday my officemate...p celebrate kat kg pandan...agak ok...but a lil bit blur...dunno why....

Rabu,aku g klinik...aduss..marah betul aku dibuatnye...ade appointment pon lambat...aku kat sana dr kol 8.30 pagi smp la kol 12.30...menguji kesabaran siot...yg lagik menyakitkan hati dan menyakitkan tangan bile nurse tu salah amik darah...geram nye...aku kena cucuk 2 kali tau kat lengan..bengkak biru lengan aku dibuatnye...sakit sehh....wat la keje leklok...aku dh usha,org sblm aku tu dh tsalah amik gek..tp aku agak la yang dia tu kurus sgt,susah nk cr urat...tp mmg silap tol arr...aku sendri yg kena...siot arr...smp leerrr niii,tgn aku biru...sabau je la....Utk semua nurses sedunia,tolong la jgn salah lagik bile cucuk nk amik darah tu,sakit laaaa.....

Tghari tu,sani dtg...hantar borang kat hukm....sempat la lepak2 n borak2 ngan dia...ko mmg cmtu la sani,asal jmpa byk tol modal ko nk kenakan aku....sib baik la aku tgh tak sihat,so,byk2 la aku bsabau...mmg hari rabu tu hari busy....sani balik je,aku ada meeting...balik keje lak,mc na ajak g jmpa memel...memel nk banjer katenye..aiyaaa...segan la plak...memel banjer nasi ayam linda onn kat bangsar....ok la...not bad...ade la kwn2 memel yg mkn sesama; kie yg kecik2 tu,yg muka cm anuar zain tu,yg muka cm abon pon ade dan lg sorg,yg suka buli budak cm abon tu...pas mkn,hntr memel balik,then balik tido...letisssss.....

Khamis,Mc na ajak teman dia g main ping pong kat bangi...dia ngan man wakil HUKM...aku g la sokong..tp bukan g sokong team pingpong tp excited tgk org main volley ball plak..best arr tgk org main...jd pom pom girl yg tak diundang...dh le pakai baju keje,terlebih excited plak dr org lain....heheheeh....

mmm...mlm ni aku nk balik kltn...bestnye.....ops...ni lyrics of da month...."BECAUSE OF U" by kelly clarkson..

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

You fell so hardI've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you